We meet people along our way of our travels who become important to us in life. People come and go, but we carry them with us. In our memories, in our heart, in our soul*. Some leave a more intense imprint than others. Others fade away after shorty we met them. But most stay with us, our whole life. They tell us stories. Their life story. They let us become part of their lifes. They let us become part of their thoughts.
We meet happy people, who are one with themselves and the universe in situations where our balance is lost. We meet people who are carrying luggage on their shoulders, problems in their minds, sadness in their hearts and unhappiness in their souls in situations where we can give them advise or an ear that is listening. Each one of us decides - at the end - by themselves and for themselves, what kind of people one will let in.**
We humans find each other, when they are suppose to. I had to travel half the globe to find my happiness. It got taken away. Now I am travelling again. People find each other, still. Everyone is on their own personal journey, on their own way to share and to care with each other on their path. The planet is full of us. We all find our friends. We all try to be the best human being we can. We all try the best in being us.
Some of us are struggeling with their lives in all sorts of different dimensions. If there is struggle or suffer than we are normaly not one with us. Often accompanied with hesitated fear to ask ourselfes questions about what we aspect for and from our lives. What our purpose is in life. How we can be happy in life. How we can make it feel right and good.***
Taff questions. We all know for ourselves, if we asked ourselves those questions. We all know for ourselves, if there is a NEED to ask those questions. We all know for ourselves, when our time is for those questions.
We all learn from each other and with each other. Life can be so easy, if we let it be – and it's so precious. Lets feel the nature around us. Lets feel the life around us. Lets be greateful for what we have. Lets be grateful for being. Lets thank life for having this amazing chance to life and experience and ...
NEVER SHUT UP AGAIN! ACT AND TALK AFTER YOUR VALUES!
EVERYONE MAKES A DIFFERENCE.
ITS UP TO YOURSELF WHAT KIND OF!
* While this writing came to existence in the summer month of 2013, I just (2015) stumbled over this beautiful story 'The perfect heart', that just nails it. Thanks to Prince Niels the First. If you want to know how the story goes, check it out here: ksuperioridad.wordpress.com/2010/11/13/the-perfect-heart/ If you want to check out Prince Niels the First and his travel adventures, you have to have a look here: renigoesasia.auslandsblog.de/
** I didn't want to let anyone in - anymore. That's something I also realize. Fear of being hurt and hurting again. I builded up a big wall of distance around me. Not ready for new moments. Nor ready for new people. Became in stages even afraid of the humanity. Just yesterday, going through all my papers, this self-made postcard from lovely little children from 'The English Bank' fall into my hand. In big capital letters and headding over a drawing of five little Sri Lankan girls was written 'We are all lovely friends'. No, I wasn't a friend for them. I wasn't open for them and I didn't let them in. This postcard showed me, with how much distace and distrust I am actually running at the moment on this beautiful planet around in myself. Thats discusting. Thats seriosuly discusting. Let go the fear, I tell myself. No need to be afraid, I tell myself.
*** Today, almost two years later after my first pre-draft, I recognise my old inner self again. 'Never, never expect'. There is no such thing like expectations. ... and I recognise something new to this old inner self. It's not about what we expect from life, it's more about what we want from life. ... and with the want comes the dreaming, the imagination and the realization. 'I stopped wanting, because I wanted that you want.' Not realizing that my want was your want and our want.